Being a working Mom sucks

I'm exhausted.

I started a new job about three weeks ago. A full time job, something I haven't done in two years. Something I haven't done while being a mother. I didn't want to go back to work, it was more a matter of finances and a great opportunity. I don't like it though, being a full time working mom. I hate missing out on the pajama mornings and spending the day with my little one.

Today was Bella's first day without tears going to daycare. Daycare makes me uneasy. My Mom picked her up today, (I'm required to stay late two nights a week at my job) and she told me a lovely story about how she couldn't get into the class room because two little boys had a table propped against it and they were standing on it. When she knocked on the door, one of the little boys jumped down and began pushing the table out of the way, while the other boy was still standing on the table! I asked her if the teacher was in the room and she was. Does this seem unsafe to anyone that two year olds are allowed to do this?

1)Children shouldn't be allowed to stand on tables

2)They shouldn't be standing on tables while blocking the door

3)They shouldn't be pushing tables around while children are standing on them

I've got a headache and a million thoughts bouncing around in my head. I feel nauseous.
Posted on May 18, 2011 .